contradiction

finally i got some breath to update my blog,

recently i was busy with the my society thingy and nevertheless is my SPM,

i got back some of the trial paper,

hopefully, the result is quite ok to me, but the Science result is a little disappointed

but however i was just finished a set of science paper yesterday,

and luckily i grabbed a little bit confident from there~=)

i wish i can achieve the target that i have gave to myself....

and for some of my friends who really try so hard for the SPM i wish u luck...

majority of u feel that I'm getting over stress to this certificate,

some do understand me please give me some moral support,

but some do not please don't blame me or even backstair me at the back,

maybe i'm sensitive? i hope so....

I know i'm too care of my result, i would like to change but i can't,

You all dunno I am having what kind of relative there,

You all dunno some words that they've spoke is really harsh and hurt my feeling,

I just like the others, I like to eat, I like to hang out with my dearest friends, I like to chui shui with my friends after school until late evening...AND I WANT TO ENJOY MY SWEET 17

But I have to controlled myself , because of them.... 

blah blah blah.

meanwhile, i scare to lose my friend and my school life

sigh