Just being random

It has been 3 years since my last blog update,
I wonder who will read my blog after so long,
Actually, I should have studied for my assessment by now,
Yet just being procasinating as always,
Having a glance back to my older posts,
Found myself indeed childish even at the age of 18,
Seriously OMG,
Have written a lot of nonsense,
Thought of deleting it but I  changed my mind afterwards as these are the footprints of my journey to adulthood ---- (ya~ adulthood, 21 years old now)

Wondering why I would invest such so much effort in decorating my blog when I was 16 (if I remembered correctly),
Quite satisfied with the outlook of my blog even there's been a while,
maybe the least perfection is that there is no song in my blog.... Perhaps something went wrong with the code... I dunno~

12/4/2015
1:11 pm (UK time)

Aware!

o!
I shouldn't accustom to this unhealthy habit,
Shit,
it's really so hard to quit
I have no qualification to play
Indeed,
you tear my heart into pieces
=`)
Thank guy,
you made me learn a lesson

成长中

十八岁了，
是时候学习独立，
我知道自己的依赖性很强，
有男朋友的时候，就依赖他，
男朋友不在的时候，就要麻烦我身边的朋友，
独立好困难，
好想一辈子都在别人的羽翼下成长，
但是我明白我不可以再这样下去，
过多几年，
就是要踏出社会的人了，
人心险恶，
你就以为帮你的人真的是那么多吗？

毕业了，
我没有后悔当初转来尊孔这个大家庭，
谢谢buddy们，
你们超强大的，
能忍受非一般人可以忍受的，
我知道我很白目，很善忘，讲话不用脑，
小姐脾气也很重，最重要的是我的性格很急，很冲动，
但是谢谢这五年以来，
你们一直为我所闯下的祸收拾烂摊子，
希望毕业以后，
还是有像你们一样的人，出现在我身边，
当我的保护天使

分手了，
我希望自己一个人，
也可以活得好好的～
不可以再恋爱了～
好难得有自由机会^^
我知道自己很不习惯一个人生活，
但是，
要做一名的21世纪女生，
就应该单身一回，潇洒一回，
不要再感情面前继续地卑微，
要知道，只要信心足够，
没有人可以不爱你～

秀玲，加油^^

aiyar~~~~~~~~

怎么自己会这样，

既然认定了，

就不应该啊~

为什么明知道是错的，

是不值得的，

是愚蠢的~

还要这样？！

吴秀玲，你超鸟的~

告诉自己，

双子座，除了刘志勇外，

几乎没有好的了~

秀玲你要做的事情

在 7/6/12 01:44开始,

停止和他信息了，

怎样都不要回！

你是可以的~

我的未来，

很简单，

做刘志勇的老婆，

做刘志勇孩子的妈妈，

做大家眼中的好刘太~

对，就只是刘太！没别的了

秀玲，

加油加油加油

Desmond Loh, I love you

学车三两记

十八岁了终于学车了~
但是学车还真的是，
超级无敌难学~

没有什么希望的了，
可以PASS就好
><"

friendship

what is the meaning of friend, best friend, blossom friend, friendship and a hi-bye friend,
sometimes, it mess me up,
when u treat he/she as your best friend, but in contrary they don't think so, maybe they just treat you as a normal, hi-bye and sometimes they might do something to insult you,




i thought 18 yrs old it might be happy and joyful,
but it is not as same as how i thought,
i dunno, maybe i just a negative thinker,
today i have fallen ill,
A called me, but she didn't mean to ask about my condition, and i thought she was,
but what she has asked was called me to bring to present of C to school by today,(LOL)
and totally ignore that i having a bad headache.
 Or she was thinking i was lying at her that I having a headache

Sometimes, in these cases quite heart sore one,
i do treat them as my best friend,
but they backstaired me at the back,
and even told these to others as many as they can,

i don't this is the way to treat a friend,
sorry, i can't accept of these deeds,
that did from my friend

=(

为什么自己总是那么烂，

我什么都做不好，

yangzijiangchou,nanguairenjiahuitaoyanwo...

lanlanlanwuxiulingnihenlan...

yexudangwoshitoumingde

duinimenduiwohuibijiaohao

=')