May 29, 2011

Something wrong with me recently

These few days, or few weeks,
me myself is stay in a humorsome situation~
What's Wrong with me
sorry i don't really know about it,
maybe i unable to cope with the changes---> lonely and friendless?
maybe influence by menstrual, instability of hormone secretion?
or maybe i too tension on my study~hmmm maybe

sorry,
i really hurt you all,
sorry i keep murmuring to all of you,
I really dunno wad happen to me,
now happy, now sad,
i dunno~
i think i going to be crazy
whoever i hurt before,
I would like to draw your attention here,
I'M SO SORRY TO ALL OF YOU

Desmond,
Thank you for always be my side,
sorry dear i know i hurt u deeply today,
I really don't want to see your reddish eyes hereafter,
I feel so guilty to you,
you so love me, you did all for me, you sacrificed your freedom, your time and so so on for me~
 but what I did is just hurt you and hurt you and hurt you,
really so heart sore when i see your reddish eyes,
really so heart sore when you are choke with sobs
in your eyes, full of tear but never drop,
I know you are trying to be tough in front me,
Sorry
I didn't act my role well,
I suppose to bring you happiness but not sad,
I suppose to let you laugh instead of crying,
dear i really so so so sorry,
nevertheless I love you

1 comment:

Desmond said...

dear you very sohkia ar dear... u really very sohkia arrr.... what la, nothing la.. whr got u say till so kwa jeung...

but really very touching... at least i in ur heart the position is so high :P

dar i super love you..
i feel im the luckiest person in this world cause i can find you.

u know i really very appreciate that God has let u entered my life.. i don't mind if nx time u take all my control over my life. but i just wish for one thing.. the only thing that is wanting you to live wif me for the rest of my life.

and after this incident.. i very sure that the person that i would like to spend my life is.. YOU

Darling i love you