today,
havin a bad day becoz of my family...
again,
tis stuff ruin my mood,
totally~
actually i should be revision now,
but i cant focus and control my emotion well,
so i chosen blogging to express my mood....
Through tis,I think alot,
i dun like to be in tis environment,
i prefer peace and blessed
i think my future children prefer tat too...
but did i got such ability to him/her a good family environment
i dun noe,
i always telling people i wan to be a good parent
maybe they thought wad i said is jux a joke,
but i reli mean it...
i dunno,
word is always louder than action,
summore it depend on situation
my dad is a good dad,
if we are paying high co-operation to him
but tis is wad we dont,
especially my sis,
i think she is always too rude to her family
me and dad,
so she made tis happen
cant blame anyone...
wad i can do is jux trying to block my dad,
but the result is,
me also kena beat (not purpose d la)
sien diao....
i wish sum miracle will exits in my family
now, my history still hav 5 chp nid to memories, chinese jux let it fail ba >.<
i hate myself,
suddenly i feel nid company,
i dun wan to crying alone and let the time passed by,
haiz
**blue day**
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