feel

today,
like wanna cry,
so many things i wish i can spoke out but i dont
maybe is influence by MC (i hate i am a gal)
but it is my real feeling


i dunno why,
i hav a low confident when facing u,
dunno why,
our conversation is always fewer than msn or sms,


failure,
dunno why
infront u
even a simple english
also talk till cacat 1
"imagination"
ya....
smooth than i told u
low confident,
i feel veli inferiorit when standing beside u
i scare i'm ying sui u lol......


den summore,
u seem like prefer look at the floor than me,
lol...
is tat i'm too ugly?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha


many many and many,
i wish u and me can jux act like a normal fren,
i noe my topic is not interested enuf,
u can create a new 1 or u can stop me,
but plz dun let me like talking to myself,
when i saw u hav no react oni stop sendiri.....
i dont like tis kind of feel...
suck


i'm trying to be a  good gf,
but fail,
ya,
alwys fail,
tat why u all abandon me
lol........haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah