failure

The first time I meet wif  mr Loh Chee Yung
date: 10/4/10
time: around 1
venue:Tactic tuition center
it will become a memorable day if he still willin to be my fren...
i think he'll but... i think not as close as before... i dunno

feeling nervous when i saw him...
in our coversation
jux oni "halo" and "bye bye"
maybe choose to meet him is a failure...
he is better than i tot,
but I.... shit...
I'm not tat perfect...
dark, shorty, fatty....
i jux oni now how to laugh when i saw him...
yerrr..... He reli a Mr Perfect~
hor~ but me?

OMG...
i think i better wake up my mind....
stay calm....
forget all bout wad we said b4....
he wont, I dun match him also...
Impossible...

Hmmmm, I damn regret wad i did today,
1st, my wearing is too unformal lol....
i wore skul shirt, sport pants and wif a messy hair,
den most !@#$ is at the classroom,
ar!!!! damn regret why I raised my hand up!!!!
fish....tat teacher also.... OMG OMG OMG

i think, i think
i will improve my Bahasa Melayu la
coz he is quite fierce to me( a little bit nia la)
hmmmm... i scare the day after I'll be more and more fish infront him......
now oredi 5.44 i think he is on his way back
worrying later will he find me in msn...
sei, feel so nervous....

actually since i met him till now,
my heart still in nervous....hmmm i think should be say dunno how to do....
i didn't stop worrying even 1 second......
will he find me?
or he feel so so so  regret to study wif me .......
ar!!!!!!!!!!!!! stay calm xiuling.....